The Character of God- Part 1

Subtitle:  Introduction

Exodus 34:6-7.  This sermon was preached by Pastor Marty Bonner on December 8, 2024.

Structure of the verses

As we approach these verses today, we find a scene where God is declaring his character before Moses on Mt. Sinai.  He refers to Himself as Yahweh, which is often written in English as “LORD” or “Lord.” Some older English versions brought it across as “Jehovah.”  Regardless, this is the name that God reveals to Moses at the burning bush.  It is often recognized as the special name that God uses in making covenant with Israel.  It essentially means, “I am that I am” and is a declaration of being the essence of existence itself, “The One Who Is Existence Itself” or “The Eternally Existent One.”

We will look at these verses in more detail in the weeks ahead, but let me point out a few notes on these verses.  In verse six, we have a five-part description of God’s character.  It is poetically designed to have two sets of two character traits surrounding one.  It looks like this.

• “A God compassionate and gracious
  • Slow to anger,
• And abounding in lovingkindness and faithful truth.”

This has an effect of surrounding a central character trait and bringing focus to it.  This is not to say that God’s slowness to anger is the most important one, but that it sticks out.  This will make more sense when we look at the structure of verse seven.

Verse seven picks up character trait number four, lovingkindness, and comments upon it.  This second verse has a bracketing structure, or bookended one.  This bracketing helps to highlight a central point in this verse similar to verse six.  It looks like this.

• “Who keeps lovingkindness
  • For thousands [of generations]
    • Who forgives iniquity, transgression, and sin;
      • Yet, He will by no means leave the guilty unpunished.
    • Visiting the iniquity of fathers on the children and on the grandchildren
  • To the third and the fourth generations.”

As  you can see, the numbers (“thousands” versus “third and fourth”) correspond to one another.  Also, the next indents correspond as well (“Who forgives iniquity” versus “visiting the iniquity…”).  These contrasting brackets surround a central point that God will by no means leave the guilty unpunished.  Thus, these two verses highlight that God is slow to anger (because of His compassion, Grace, Lovingkindness, and Faithful Truth), and yet, He will not let the guilty go free.  He is merciful, but He is no pushover.

A way to highlight why this is so important is to look at how this tension, between God’s mercy and His ultimate judgment, affects people from different parts of the world.  In the West, we tend to be uneasy about God’s judgment.  We read the second part of verse seven and we think that it has turned bad.  Whereas, people in the Middle East would look at the same verses and think it is the first verse that is problematic.  It makes God sound like He is too merciful.

If you still don’t understand, then think of it as a tension within God’s love.  He will be compassionate, but He must hold the wicked accountable for the sake of those they hurt.  Of course, God perfectly satisfies this tension.  Yes, He is slow to anger, but He can eventually get there.  When He does, He is not like us, losing control and choosing to go down the path of overkill.

We should also notice the contrast of ratio.  God keeps lovingkindness to a 1,000 generations, but only visits the iniquity of the fathers to the 3^rd and 4^th generation.  We see this kind of ratio in Isaiah 61:2.  There the prophet proclaims the “acceptable year of the LORD’s favor, and the day of vengeance of the LORD our God.”  Here the ratio is roughly 365 days of favor to 1 day of vengeance.  I don’t believe this is intended to emphasize the ratio, but rather the magnitudes of difference.  God’s character requires Him to eventually judge, but He is not “Vengeful.”  His character is about doing what is good to His creation.  However, what do you do when a particular created being seeks the harm of many others?  Eventually the goodness of God requires that creature to be held accountable.  Yet, God does so quickly without relishing in it. 

You could say that it is harder to get into the “doghouse” with God than it is to get out.  This is very different than people.  In fact, some people who are very judgmental of the “God of the Old Testament” will never let others out of the doghouse.  They will hold a grudge against you until they die.  God is not this way.  God’s wrath is intended to be quick, surgical, and a warning to others that they should repent before they end up in that situation.

The Message of Genesis

This revelation to Moses is not in a vacuum.  The context leading up to this passage is the books of Genesis and Exodus.  Let’s look at Genesis first.

Genesis essentially presents the problem with the world and then explains God’s solution to that problem.  Have you ever asked this question, “What in the world is God doing?”  Chapters 1 and 2 establish that the problem is not God’s fault.  He made the creation “very good.”  See Genesis 1:31.  God made the heavens, both the material stars and galaxies as well as the immaterial angels and spirit-realm.  He also made the earth where humans dwell.  All of it was made very good.  Whatever you do, don’t think you are going to get far blaming God for the evil in the world.  What we see today is not what God made.

Chapter 3 then describes how everything went bad.  It has two important aspects.  Adam and Eve (humanity) have a breakdown in their relationship with God.  They had no reason to doubt God, and every reason to trust Him.  Yet, they chose to reject His wisdom and do their own thing.  Fractured relationship with God is at the heart of this world’s problems. 

However, a second issue is highlighted, there has been spiritual interference in that relationship.  The serpent lied to Eve and deceived her into distrusting God.  Revelation 12:9 makes it clear that this ancient serpent is the devil, satan, the dragon.  Regardless of whether you think this is a literal snake that is possessed of the devil or a serpentine manifestation of the devil, the end-result is the same.  The devil meddled in the relationship between humans and God.  He talked them into trusting him rather than trusting God, Who had never failed them before.  What is at question in Genesis 3?  It is God’s character.  Does He speak the truth?  Can He be trusted?  Is He actually holding us back so that we do not become as great as He or greater?  These are the aspersions satan stirs up in their minds.  Humanity has broken faith with God, but a crafty, spiritual meddler took advantage of their youthful innocence.

This sets up Genesis 3:14-15.  God curses the serpent, but gives a promise to mankind through the woman.  First, there will be hostility between the woman’s seed and the serpent’s seed (the devil’s).  Second, a particular seed, “he,” will crush the serpent’s head while having his heel injured.    If you look closely at those verses, you see that this is a powerful promise from God that their enemy would one day be dealt with through a mortal blow.  Though satan is a spiritual being, he will eventually die like a man. 

This sets up a promise or hope that humanity can hold onto, even when it seems bleak.  God particularly emphasizes the seed of the woman.  The serpent attacked through her, and so God’s counter-attack will come through her.  Yet, it will be a man who crushes the serpent’s head “he.”  God’s solution is a particular man who will be the serpent-crusher.

Genesis 4 becomes important because it shows us what the hostility between the seed of the woman and the seed of the serpent would essentially look like.  Cain and Abel are both seed of the woman in a biological sense.  Note: if you have listened to YouTube videos or documentaries that try to make Cain the offspring of a physical union between the serpent and Eve (or even Yahweh), then know that this unequivocally cannot be so.  Genesis 4:1 tells us that Adam had sex with his wife and she gave birth to Cain.  She then “gave birth again,” and it was Abel.  There is no room to insert a physical serpent offspring here.  The point of the passage is that Cain is making a spiritual choice to follow (to image) the serpent, rather than God, which is what Abel did.  There is even a scene where God talks to Cain in a Fatherly way, warning him that sin sought to master him.  The two seeds are spiritual dynamics between the sons of righteousness and the sons of wickedness.  The sons of wickedness are hostile to the sons of righteousness and choose to persecute and kill them.  However, Cain didn’t have to choose to be a son of wickedness.  God truly did put a door of hope in front of Him.  He had no reason to break faith with God and follow the path of the serpent (who was a murderer from the beginning, John 8:44).

Eve’s next son is called Seth, “Appointed One,” because God had appointed another seed for her, one to take Abel’s place.  He is not just taking his place physically, but as one appointed for the chosen line, the line from which the Serpent Crusher would come.  We see this chosen line of Appointed, spiritual men who personally represent, and have faith in the promise of God to crush the serpent’s head through a particular seed of the woman. This is revealed through prophecy, which Eve does here with Seth.  We see it several more times with Enoch and Noah.  These men are prophets who hear from God.

Thus, Genesis builds off of the First Rebellion of Genesis 3, presenting two more rebellions.  The Second Rebellion is seen in Genesis 6 as rebel Sons of God come down and create a wicked race of beings.  Regardless of how you interpret this passage, the overall point is that this speeds up wickedness until it fills the whole earth.  Noah and his family are the only ones left faithful in all the earth.  The wickedness threatens the Chosen Line and the possibility of bringing forth the Serpent Crusher.  God sends a flood to cleanse the earth and allow humanity a fresh start.

The Third Rebellion is after the flood in Genesis 11.  At the Tower of Babel, Nimrod leads a rebellion against the purposes of God.  As God confuses the languages, He also casts the nations out of relationship with Him, like Adam and Eve.  They want to worship fallen angels, and so He hands them over to these beings.    From now on, God would not deal with humanity as a whole, but only through the man Abram and the nation of Israel that would come forth from him.  Through Abraham, the chosen line, and later through Israel, a chosen nation, God would bring forth the ultimate Chosen One who would crush the serpent’s head and then bless those people and nations who would bless him.

The book of Genesis ends with Jacob prophesying over his sons in chapter 49.  There he prophesies that the tribe of Judah would hold the kingship, until Shiloh comes.  Shiloh can be translated as “The One To Whom It Belongs,” which in the context of Genesis is clearly the promised Seed of the Woman who would crush the devil’s head.

This book would serve to help an ancient Israelite understand their part in the world and what God was doing.  Things were not hopeless.  God had a particular man that He would bring forward at just the right time.  It was their job (and it is our job) to keep faith in God’s plan and His Man.  They must wait for God’s Serpent Crusher.

But, one might complain with this question.  How will that help me when I am dead?  Yes, that is the question that is eventually answered through the prophets.  Even Job believed that he would see God with his own eyes at the last day, even though he would die (see Job 19:26).

The Message of Exodus

This brings us to the next book.  We find God’s chosen nation in bondage in Egypt, making bricks for the power of this world, Pharaoh.  This is partially because the Egyptians had betrayed them, but also partially because they had begun to worship the God’s of Egypt.  In fact, the Egyptian’s betrayal follows the earlier story of Joseph’s betrayal by his own brothers.  Joseph was then sent on ahead of his brothers to become the one in charge of Egypt in order to save them from a famine.  What happened in this family of Jacob was a picture of what would happen in the family of nations.

You see, you can be the chosen line, the chosen one, the chosen nation, but if you aren’t careful, you can end up in a cast out position, serving the gods of this world.   You can end up as a metaphorical slave in Egypt (your life of bondage to sin) in meaningless work for the false gods of this world.  In that condition, you can cry out, “God, where are you?”  Of course, His response would be something on the order of, “That was my question for you along time ago!”

The chosen line, and chosen nation, are not shown as perfect.  The Serpent Crusher is not a genetic experiment to breed a champion.  It is a miracle of God, despite their (our) failures.  Yet, Abraham believed God; Jacob came to believe God; Joshua, David, Isaiah, Joseph and Mary, all of them believed God.

What does Adam do following the Genesis 3 punishment?  He has a choice.  He can either walk in his own wisdom in further rebellion against God, or, he can go to work in the sweat of his brow.  He can labor to feed his wife and kids.  He can bear that punishment in the hope that God will keep his promise and crush the head of his enemy, the devil.

The message of Exodus is that no matter how chosen we are, and how much God has promised to work through us, we all end up in slavery (personally, nationally, globally).  Salvation can only come by a supernatural work of God.  God must redeem us by His own Right Hand!

Exodus is the template of God’s salvation.  He will come to us in our slavery and powerfully show up the false gods we have been serving.  He will then lift us out of bondage and cause us to inherit what we had lost.  Of course, we must simply trust Him and follow Him.  Jesus Christ is the supernatural intervention of God, and we would do well to put our trust in Him and follow Him at this juncture.

Exodus 1-18 is all about God bringing Israel out of Egypt and to Mt. Sinai, where a covenant He will cut a covenant with them.

Chapters 19 to 40 is all about the covenant.  Yet, the people are afraid of God, so they have Moses be their intermediary.  Moses goes up on the mountain for 40 days (chapters 20 to 32).  As God gives to him the details of the covenant, Israel gets tired of waiting for Moses to come back.  They make a golden calf and worship it as the god who brought them out of Egypt.  This is akin to a person cheating on their marriage partner during the ceremony!  They couldn’t even give God 40 days of faithfulness before they were going astray from Him.

What happens in a case like this?  Does a man simply say that this kind of thing sometimes happens, and then, continue to marry the woman?  God even gives Moses an offer.  He would destroy Israel and make a nation from Moses.  However, Moses points out that this will only make God look weak to the nations.  It would appear that He couldn’t really save these people. 

I believe that God is actually provoking Moses to see and give voice to what God was going to do all along.  God would have mercy on Israel.  He would continue into this covenant with them.  For better or worse, He would be their God and they would be His people.  God doesn’t just want to give us the answers to the test.  He wants us to come to the realization for ourselves that His way really is the better way.  If we listen to God and pay attention, we can come to understand the God who became human and died on a cross for our sins.

Perhaps, we might understand Him enough to follow Him and lay our own lives down in such a way that others may be saved.  How many of us haven’t found ourselves trying to follow God, but then falling short and missing the mark?  Of course, we all have.

How can God put up with Israel?  Their story is our story.  God’s character is such that He helps us, forgives us, is slow to anger.  Yet, He will judge in the end.  This is the backdrop to the event in Exodus 34, where Moses goes back up the mountain after confronting Israel with their sin.  There, God reveals His amazing character to Moses.  This is what we will be looking at for the next 5 weeks.

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Missionary Glenn Johnsen

On Sunday, December 1, 2024, Glenn Johnson of Continental Theological Seminary in Brussels, Belgium, shared the work that he is involved in there.

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The Acts of the Apostles 88

Subtitle:  Going in Circles

Acts 25:1-27.  This sermon was preached by Pastor Marty Bonner on November 24, 2024.

This chapter sets up a longer defense by the Apostle Paul in front of King Herod Agrippa II in the next chapter.

However, chapter 25 also ties back to the earlier events of Paul’s arrest by Commander Lysias, and his removal to Caesarea under Governor Felix.  It has the feel of going back to square one and starting over.

When we feel like we have ended back where we started, it can be a discouraging event, especially when years are involved.  This feeling of going around in circles, facing the same things over again, and not making any progress will depress even the stoutest of hearts.

When this happens, it is good to recognize that there are various reason why we can be going in circles.  Israel traveled in the wilderness for 40 years as a discipline for following their flesh, instead of God’s Spirit.  That generation (besides Caleb and Joshua) physically perished in the wilderness and never entered the Promised Land.  Yet, they didn’t need to perish spiritually.   They could repent and trust even God’s discipline.  They could teach their kids about their failures to obey God’s command and the consequences that brought into their life.  Yet, God’s grace was still there, giving them time to make peace with Him.  Year forty-one was coming, and a wise parent would prepare their offspring.

Of course, Paul is not in this circular pattern because of his lack of faith, his sin.  You could say it was precisely his faith that had him in this situation.  Paul is following Christ, and sometimes, following Christ can feel like we aren’t getting anywhere.

Let’s look at our passage.

An attempt is made to trick Gov. Festus (v 1-5)

The change of governor (from Felix to Festus) gives opportunity to the religious leaders for a fresh chance to get rid of Paul.  People in power (high or low) generally look for ways to manipulate other people of power.  This can be a governor manipulating the elders of Israel in order to control the people in a way that satisfies Caesar.  Or, it can be the leaders of Israel manipulating the new governor in order to execute a man that they do not like, Paul.

History tells us that Felix had been recalled to Rome by Caesar.  It is unclear whether Drusilla accompanied him.  He eventually stood trial for accusations of maladministration during his time in Judea.  Yet, he was able to be absolved of the charges by Caesar.  Regardless, the situation puts a new governor in office, which stirs the leaders of Jerusalem to action.

Festus makes his first trip up to Jerusalem in order to meet the leaders and to give any instructions that he deems fitting.  However, he is met with a petition from the leaders.  Let’s take a minute to talk about this petition.

At face value, the leaders simply inform Festus about Paul’s imprisonment and request that he be brought to Jerusalem for a trial.  However, left unsaid is the fact that men would be sitting in ambush in order to kill Paul.  This is similar to the earlier plot that had been discovered by Paul’s nephew.  I am not sure if the same forty men were looking for redemption.  Regardless, there is no idea that this 2^nd plot was discovered.  Someone would spill the beans later, after it was moot.  Probably someone who later became a believer.

Let’s take a moment to talk about the reality that these “righteous men” employ a ruse in order to trick the governor.  How could they do this?  It starts with the fact that they are convinced in their own righteousness and of Paul’s wickedness.  They believe that the ends justify the means, as long as you can control how it is seen by the people (i.e., retain your moral cloak).

When those who are supposed to represent righteousness are doing wicked things behind a thin veil of due process, that nation is in trouble.   So, what is the solution?  What can righteous people do when such is the case?  Many people throw up their hands and say that it will never change.  However, the best thing to do is to repent and pray for the help of the Lord Jesus Christ, who is the King of all kings and Lord of all lords.  Paul is an example of this.

Luke  tells us that Festus denies the petition and tells them to come to Caesarea to lodge their complaint.  It isn’t clear if he has guessed their ploy.  It is more likely that he is avoiding a prisoner transport that would take several days and run the risk of him escaping.  Instead, the petitioners can bear the expense of the travel, while the prisoner is held secure.

It isn’t always clear to us that God uses even unrighteous people.  Paul has run into some Romans who proved to be righteous, but God also used men who were not righteous in order to direct the events of Paul’s life. 

No matter what we do (righteous or wicked), it will always end up furthering the purposes of God.  We can serve His purposes willingly and be blessed, or we can unwillingly serve His purposes and eventually be destroyed.

Paul defends himself (v 6-12)

When the leaders show up in Caesarea, the “serious complaints” they make against Paul are, no doubt, the same as they were before Felix.  It would sound something like this.  Paul is the ringleader of a heretical, Jewish sect, and he causes dissension wherever he goes.  On top of this, he has been caught profaning our temple.

Yet, the only proof they have is about religious teachings that have nothing to do with stirring people up against Rome.  If Paul didn’t have Roman citizenship, he would likely be sacrificed for the sake of peace, and as a means of securing good will from the Jewish leaders.  This is what was done to Jesus.  Of course, Paul does have Roman citizenship, and Festus has to be careful to dot every “i” and cross every “t.” 

Paul responds by emphasizing that he hasn’t done anything against the law of the Jews, nor has he profaned their temple.  On top of this, he has not done anything wrong against Caesar.

Let us be clear that Jesus has not called his people to be lawless.  When you follow the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus, you will be a test to lawless men (whether they are a peasant neighbor or a judge in a court).  Lawless authorities love to hide their lawlessness behind a pretense of law.  Christians would do well to be alert to this.

At this point, Festus tries to talk Paul into a trial in Jerusalem.  We are told that he wanted to do the Jews a favor.  His new governorship would be challenged by these men in this room.  The more he can get them on his side the more likely he is to have peace in Jerusalem, and the smile of Caesar.

It is not that the change of venue is up to Paul.  This might seem strange to us.  However, Festus has to be careful.  If something goes wrong, it could be pinned upon his decision to send Paul to Jerusalem.  However, if Paul is on record as wanting to go to Jerusalem, then Festus could make the charge that it was Paul’s fault.

Two things are happening at this point.  Paul knows exactly why the Jewish leaders want to change the venue to Jerusalem.  They intend to make good on their earlier assassination plot.  Yet, Paul is not just saving his skin  here.  He states clearly that he does not object to being put to death for true capital crimes.  However, he will not put up with being handed into the hands of brigands in robes under false charges.

The second thing is that Paul has been told by the Lord Jesus that he will testify in front of governors and kings, and that he must go to Rome.  This leads him to his next action.  Paul appeals his case to Caesar.  Every Roman had the right to have a capital case heard by Caesar.  It may take more years in prison, but it was his right.  Festus cannot ignore this appeal, unless he had solid evidence to back up his decision, which he doesn’t.

There are times when the course of our actions seem to have been a waste.  Yet, we need to be careful with hasty judgments.  If you are sincerely working for the Lord, then you need to trust the Lord’s ability to take the little that you have done and produce spiritual fruit from it.  In fact, Jesus is able to take the little deeds of hundreds of people and stitch them together in one great work of grace.  We must stay humble in our judgments, continue in faithfulness, and trust him.  Ultimately, all of our lives are poured out without knowing all that it will produce.  We simply need to trust him and stay faithful to the end of our course.

Paul is brought before Herod Agrippa II (v. 13-27)

Agrippa II and his sister Bernice (sometimes spelled Berenice) are the offspring of Herod Agrippa I.  He is the man who died in Acts 12.  He had executed the apostle James (John’s brother) and later died of intestinal worms.  His son, Agrippa II, had started out with a small area of authority in an area between Damascus and Syrian Antioch.  But, over the years, he had been given more and more authority.  At this point, Agrippa II was the authority over Galilee and the area north of it.

This is probably a social visit to welcome Festus and to create goodwill between them.  It is in this environment of wining and dining that the curious case of Paul comes up.

Herod Agrippa II jumps at the chance to hear Paul.  This is not a trial, but simply a powerful person obtaining a favor from another powerful person.  To them, Paul is entertainment.

Festus likes this idea and sets up a hearing the next day in an auditorium.  He also invites the commanders and the prominent men of Caesarea.  We are then told that Agrippa II and his sister, Bernice, arrive with great pomp.  Such an atmosphere would not strike Paul with great hope, when he is brought before them.  Besides, the Herodian family was well acquainted with the Jewish religion.  They would be the perfect ones to help Festus determine what to say to Caesar.

We will deal with Paul’s defense in chapter 26 during the next sermon on this matter.  But, for now, I want us to think about this whole going in circles thing.  For two years, Paul has been kept in prison and trotted out to be heard again and again.  He is going in circles, but in a way he is not.  Instead of becoming frustrated, Paul will speak the Gospel to Agrippa II and all those who are in attendance.  Do these pompous people deserve the Gospel?  No, they don’t, but then, neither did Paul.  Many who have heard the Gospel didn’t deserve it, and they went on to squander the opportunity.  Of course, God is trying to wake people up to the reality of Jesus.

These religious leaders who have been charging Paul with heresy and treason are only righteous in appearance only.  This is not what we should be.  We need to be in a relationship with Jesus by prayerfully spending time in His Word, and seeking the leading of the Holy Spirit.  We need to do this with great humility, rather than self-righteousness.

None of the men who have heard Paul’s preaching and defense of the Gospel deserved it.  Yet, God sent him in chains to them.  Paul doesn’t do this because he is in chains.  Rather, he does it because Jesus is worthy of such things.  The purpose of Christ is to let a dying world know that they don’t have to perish.  They can take his hand and be saved.

Yes, it may feel like you are not just going in circles, but that your life is spiraling down.  God’s purpose is to take a life that is spiraling down due to its sins and deflect it through Jesus Christ.  When we put our faith in Jesus, our lives begin to spiral upwards to Him.  Now that is a going in circles that we can rejoice in!

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The Acts of the Apostles 87

Subtitle:  Hesitation in the Place of Decision

Acts 24:22-27.  This sermon was preached by Pastor Marty Bonner on November 17, 2024.

We pick up the story in Caesarea, where Paul has been accused of multiple things by the leaders of Jerusalem before Governor Felix.  Paul has also given a defense.

Today, we have the response of Felix to them.  Let’s look at our passage.

Felix delays his legal decision (v. 22-23)

Felix tells Paul and the Jerusalem leaders that he is going to delay making a decision until commander Lysias can come to Caesarea.  We will look more at this later.

Yet, Luke points out several things that are worth considering.

He tells us that Governor Felix has “quite accurate knowledge” of The Way.  This term that the Christians used to refer to themselves is a shortened form of The Way of the LORD (specifically Jesus).  Thus, Felix is quite familiar with the Christians and the source of friction between them and the Jewish leaders.  He is not a Christian himself.  However, his wife (who will be introduced in verse 24) is the daughter of Herod Agrippa I.  He is the one who died suddenly from intestinal worms in Acts 12.  She had been married to a king of an area between Damascus and Syrian Antioch.  However, Felix fell in love with her beauty and talked her into leaving an unhappy marriage behind for a life with him.  Though the Herodians were not godly people, they were intimately aware of Jewish religion and politics over the last 60 years.

This helps us to understand that Felix is not an out-of-touch Roman who merely observes Jewish life and culture.  Rather, he is immersed in it from being married to a Herodian woman.

Though Felix had “quite accurate knowledge” of The Way, this doesn’t mean that he had a true understanding of it.  He is as much in darkness as the Jewish leaders in front of him.  This is where we must understand that accurate knowledge of the Bible and Christianity is not enough to save a person.  Felix doesn’t understand what God is doing with these Christians.  You could say that the Pharisees and the Sadducees had a quite accurate knowledge, and yet, they chose to interpret everything in a self-serving way.  None of them understood Jesus and God’s power through Him in this world.

We need to spend time in the Word and studying history, but one thing is more important, a relationship of faith in Jesus.  We must come to know Jesus through the Holy Spirit so that we can be led by Jesus through that same Holy Spirit.  Yes, the Spirit had led Paul to prison in Caesarea and multiple hearings and trials.  Yet, Felix needed to hear the Gospel.  Drusilla needed to hear the Gospel, and the imprisonment of Paul was a most likely way that it could happen.

The statement by Felix to wait for Commander Lysias signals that he is not impressed with either side and wants an “unbiased” opinion from the man who was on site during the dispute.  However, it is noticeable that Luke does not record any such subsequent arrival of Commander Lysias.  We see in this passage that Paul will be held for 2 years, during which time, it is impossible that either Lysias didn’t come to Caesarea or that Governor Felix did not go up to Jerusalem.  In other words, Felix is simply using this as an excuse to send both parties away without having mud on his face.

Luke records something important next.  Felix instructs the centurion to hold Paul, but to give him enormous liberty.  We are not told his living conditions: house arrest, palace holding cell, or dungeon.  However, we are told that he was allowed to have as many visitors as would come, and that they could provide for his needs.  This implies that Felix recognizes that Paul is not guilty of anything that Rome cares about.

During a time like this, a person could lose sight of the goodness of God in the small things while looking for certain big things.  Yet, Paul knows that God is using this time of incarceration for the purpose of promoting the Gospel, and for Paul’s own good (Romans 8:28-30).

We could say that this two years was all about God’s grace to a man (Felix) who didn’t deserve it.  But, of course, that is exactly Paul’s story.  He is the perfect man to stand before Felix and deliver the hope of the Gospel of Jesus.  However, this brings up another issue in which Felix delays.

Felix delays his spiritual decision (v. 24-27)

The prior knowledge that Felix had peaks within him an interest in Paul’s insider knowledge of this group called The Way.  He now has a captive speaker who can answer his every question.  He can chalk this up to gathering information that will make him a better governor, but there is more going on here than he knows.  God is putting the truth in front of him and giving him a chance to believe in Jesus, King Messiah.

These two years would be a window of decision.  God in His grace brings us into such windows of spiritual opportunity.  These are special times in which God’s truth is laid open before us.  If we delay a decision, the window will pass.  That doesn’t mean we can’t decide later.  However, the opportune time will have passed, and we are not guaranteed that such powerful influence will be present again.  Felix would later go to Rome.  Yes, there are Christians there, but he would be surrounded mainly by political Romans and Caesar.  Yet, the grace of God may bring us around to another window of opportune time, another chance.  None of us can know when we are in the last opportune time that we will have to choose Christ.  Choose him now while he is speaking to your heart!

We are told that Felix and Drusilla would come and question Paul further on matters of religion and this Jewish Messiah who is supposed to have been resurrected.  Paul particularly would be a fascination to them because he was a persecutor of these Christians himself.  Why did he really become one of them?  Their curiosity gained them a hearing of the truth of God.  Paul spoke of righteousness.  No one is righteous no not one, but Jesus the only Righteous One of God died on the cross to pay the price for our sins.  His righteousness becomes a cover for our lack of it.  Paul spoke of self-control, which is just another way of looking at righteousness.  Much of sin traces back to a lack of control over baser desires.  Paul also spoke of judgment.  All men are guilty before God, Jew and Roman.  Only those who put their faith in Jesus can be spared the judgment of God that is even now coming upon the whole world.

We must all face the judgment in two ways.  First, we will all individually die and have to give account before Jesus for our lives.  However second, there is a Day of Judgment, the Day of the LORD, when God will judge all the nations of the earth.  It will be a day of darkness and great fear for the kings and powers of the earth.  God will first pour out his wrath on the kingdoms of this world, and then He will send Jesus to take up the kingdoms of the earth.

In the midst of this discourse, Felix becomes afraid, terrified, and sends Paul away.  I am sure that he did a good job of hiding it, but he began to be afraid, uncomfortable, and feel like he needed to get out of there.  This is what is called the conviction of the Holy Spirit.  The word conviction points to an internal convincing of these things.  Felix realized that he was one of those sinners Paul was talking about.  He realized that his “righteousness” in the eyes of Caesar would not protect him from the wrath of an all-powerful Creator and the judgment of His right hand man, Jesus.  He senses his own guilt before God.  In the moment, he is given the grace of understanding his true condition.

Yet, God is not interested in only making people afraid of Him, feeling guilty and ashamed.  The proper response to guilt and shame is to repent, change your mind about Jesus and turn towards him in faith.  Yet, Felix punts the football of repentance and sends Paul away.  By sending Paul away, he also sends the Holy Spirit away, at least for the moment.  God’s grace will come around again and the conviction of the Holy Spirit may touch his heart again, but hearts can grow hard through repeated times of sending the Holy Spirit away and refusing to repent.

Paul may go away having failed to reach Felix, but it is not his job to “save” Felix, or make him believe.  Yet, Paul can now go to his cell and increase his prayers for the conviction that was happening in the heart of Felix.

Verse 26 lets us see that, even when the Spirit of God is working on a person’s heart, there is also temptation towards sin working.  The spirit of this world doesn’t want you to choose Jesus, and so, it works hard to get our eyes on something that is more gratifying to the flesh than spiritual salvation.

Why do people hesitate to embrace Jesus when they are convicted?  Repenting can “mess up” our lives and our positions in this world.  It may have messed up his marriage.  What would Drusilla think?  It could put his life in danger with Caesar.  Felix sent for Paul many times and conversed with him about these matters.  However, something else was working on his heart.

His heart began to hope for an offer of money from Paul.  It is a mystery that the heart convicted by the Holy Spirit can also be tempted by sin at the same time.  We might think of this like a wave.  As he lets the wave of the Holy Spirit’s conviction go by, a wave of ulterior motives sweeps over him.  Using your position to hold an innocent man out of the hopes of a bribe is a gross sin, a flagrant abuse of power.

The devil loves to use the desires of our flesh to douse the fire of the Spirit’s conviction.  He uses anything he can to keep us from repenting.  Thus, our hesitation gives more time and more strength to our lower nature’s desire for sin.  In fact, when a person under conviction yields to sin, they may feel a momentary sense of feeling better, as the conviction in their heart dissipates. 

This spiritual and legal delay goes on for two years.  Eventually, Caesar recalls Felix to Rome and puts Porcius Festus in his place.  This precious moment in his life will have passed.  Yet, the seeds are sown, both for repentance and for grosser sin.

God’s ability to reach our heart may not be nullified by delay, but it will be attenuated as our heart grows hard to the stirrings of the Holy Spirit.  Yet, even if we do respond in repentance, it must be kept fresh before the Lord.  We must daily walk with the Holy Spirit and let Him teach us how to live, how to repent.

The Church is severely infiltrated with people who are not repenting (if they ever did in the first place).  Large parts of its leadership have become antichrist, like the Pharisees and Sadducees of old.  The question to you and to me is this.  Am I a follower of the Spirit of God?  If so, then I may find myself in some difficult situations with other Christians claiming that I am a heretic and worthy of death.  In that moment, we will need to know that we are following Jesus, and not just a religion, the ideas of men, a system developed by those long since hardened to the conviction of the Holy Spirit.

The world doesn’t need false religion.  It needs men and women who are trusting Jesus, not men.  It needs men and women who are in a relationship with Jesus through prayer and being led by the Holy Spirit.  This cannot be faked, though people do it.  That is what Felix needed that day, a man full of the Holy Spirit who could tell him his true condition.

I am not saying that the world and people will like it when we are led by the Holy Spirit.  But, it is what they need.  You may not see the end of the story.  Felix would leave before making a decision.  Paul may never see him again.  Yet, Paul was faithful to pour into the life of Felix for Jesus.  You don’t know the rest of the story of people that you speak to about Christ.  However, we must learn to be faithful to do what the Holy Spirit gives us to do and trust the rest to God!

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