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Saturday
Sep142024

The Acts of the Apostles 79

Subtitle: Warnings through the Spirit

Acts 21:1-14.  This sermon was preached by Pastor Marty Bonner on September 8, 2024.

It is becoming clear by this point that the Holy Spirit is warning Paul about what will happen in Jerusalem.  Yet, that is where he is intent on going.

We left Paul at the coastal city of Miletus, after talking with the elders of Ephesus.  He will now continue on his trip.

In our passage today, we will be given some examples of what it looked like for the Holy Spirit to warn Paul through other believers.

Let’s look at our passage.

A warning is given in Tyre (v. 1-5)

Let’s quickly walk through the geographical part of this passage.  Miletus is on the southwest coast of what we call Turkey today.  Cos and Rhodes were well known islands in that area.  They then put in at Patara.  They then get on another ship that is headed to Tyre.  This brings them to the south of the island of Cyprus as they land in what is still called Lebanon.  They will stay in Tyre for seven days, and then, they will sail south along the coast to Ptolemais (modern day Acre/Akko).  Their next stop will then be Caesarea on the coast.  As the headquarters for the Roman governance of Judea, there were good roads up to Jerusalem from there.

In Tyre, Luke gives us some specific details.  Particularly that the disciples there tell Paul “through the Spirit” not to go to Jerusalem.  Scholars differ over whether Paul is making a mistake, refusing to listen to the Holy Spirit, or simply being faithful to what God has told him.  I do not believe that Paul is ignoring these warnings, nor do I believe he is making a mistake, but more on this in a bit.

The wording of verse 4 is important.  What does it mean that they told Paul through the Spirit?  This has to do with spiritual gifts, such as: prophecy, words of knowledge, words of wisdom, etc.  Yet, it doesn’t say that the Holy Spirit told Paul.  Rather, “they” told Paul not to go.  It is important to be careful when these spiritual gifts are exercised.  We can be guilty of assuming why God tells us what He does.  We need to discern carefully where God’s message ends and where our thoughts about that message begin.  These should never be confused.

Not every warning is to keep us from doing something.  When you tell your kid that they will be grounded for a week if they get into the cookie jar, that is a warning intended to keep you from doing something.  It is prohibitive in its intent.  However, when you tell your kid not to spend all their money in one place, the intent is more about being wise.  It is preparing them for the reality of not getting the money back once it is spent.  It is less about prohibiting a behavior and more about preparing them for the realities of spending money.  I believe that God is not prohibiting Paul, but rather, making him abundantly clear on what he is choosing to do.  This will have him prepared both in knowledge and in fortitude of heart.

These Christians have become aware of Paul’s situation because of the Holy Spirit.  However, their human love for Paul has kicked in, and causes them to counsel him not to go.

Now, God doesn’t tell us everything that lies ahead of us.  However, He does tell us to pick up our cross and follow him.  It is going to be difficult ahead.  Your flesh won’t want to keep following.  Thus, you are going to need a cross on which to put your flesh to death, so you can follow me.  Sometimes the cross is about a literal death.  Many martyrs have walked this path.  Yet, at all times the cross is metaphorical for the parts of our inner man that we will have to die to.  It won’t be easy to follow Jesus, but we can do it, if we put our trust in Jesus.  He can get us there!

As Paul leaves, they all follow him to the shore and pray with him.  No matter what we do for the LORD, it is good to pray over our plans.  May God lead us in His way for us through the good and the difficult that lies ahead.

A warning is given in Caesarea (v. 6-14)

Paul and his fellow-travelers travel by ship down the coast to Ptolemais and then Caesarea.  This is where Luke describes another scene in which Paul is warned about going to Jerusalem.

Paul stays with Philip the Evangelist.  This is the Philip of Acts chapter 8 who was a deacon in the Jerusalem Church, one of “The Seven.”  Of course, Philip then went on to minister in Samaria, to the Ethiopian eunuch, and then ended up in Caesarea.  This is the first time Luke has mentioned him since Acts 8:40, where it says that he was preaching in all of the cities near the coast up to Caesarea.  It is clear that God’s work in Philip (as well as Stephen) had moved him beyond being a deacon in the Jerusalem church.  He now lives in Caesarea, and, no doubt continues to minister and preach in the area.

Luke also mentions that Philip had four virgin daughters.  This would mean that they are of marriageable age, but not married.  He also says of them “who prophesied.”  It is unclear if this is only a general statement of the spiritual gift of prophecy in their lives, or if it specifically means that they prophesied about Paul.  Regardless, it is another prophet who will be the focus of Luke’s account.

The prophet Agabus from Jerusalem has been introduced already in the book of Acts (11:28).  God used him to make the church in Antioch aware of a coming famine in Judea.  The other churches would need to help the Judean church, which is a challenge that Paul took up with great zeal.  In fact, part of Paul coming to Jerusalem was to bring more donations from the Gentile churches to share with the believers of Judea.

Agabus too prophesies regarding the difficulty awaiting Paul in Jerusalem.  Here is Luke’s description of this prophecy.  “He took Paul’s belt, bound his own hands and feet, and said, ‘Thus says the Holy Spirit, “So shall the Jews at Jerusalem bind the man who owns this belt, and deliver him into the hands of the Gentiles.” ’ ”

Again, we can look at the question of what the Holy Spirit is really trying to say to Paul.  Notice that there is no mention of forbidding, prohibiting, or strongly exhorting regarding whether he should go or not.  It is only a warning (information) regarding what will happen.  We know from Acts 16:6 that the Holy Spirit is quite clear when He is forbidding something.

When God speaks to us, whether through a prophecy or an impression during prayer, we must be careful that our response is not about trying to avoid hard and difficult things.  If my prayers are all about God buffering my life from any, then I am still living at a young spiritual level.  God uses life and its difficulties to help us to grow spiritually. 

Paul has come to grips with the fact that he needs to go to Jerusalem regardless of what happens.  Along the way, the Holy Spirit is being faithful to inform and to confirm what Paul has come to know.  This is more about preparing Paul, preparing the believers to whom he has been ministering, and testing him to make his sacrifice even more valuable to God.

Of course, the disciples respond to the prophecy of Agabus by pleading with Paul not to go.  Notice that Luke uses the “we” pronoun here.  I am sure that Paul has talked about this with his companions, but a prophecy from Agabus seems to put them over the top.  His companions join in with the believers of Caesarea in trying to dissuade Paul from going up to Jerusalem.

It is a fair inference from all the warnings Paul has received to assume the warning is to keep you from going.  Yet, Luke describes Paul sharing his heart with them all.

He tells them that their weeping was breaking his heart.  Their pleading and weeping was pressuring Paul to back away from a course that he had already committed himself to do.  It is as tough for the person choosing to go forward into persecution as it is for those they love choosing to let them go and support them in the choice.  We can become guilty of trying to talk our loved ones out of a reward from the Lord.

It is similar to a parent who hears from their teenage child that they want to go serve Jesus in a far off country.  Part of us recognizes that this is a wonderful work for anyone to choose.  Yet, part of us fears for them and wonders if they are really doing the right thing.  Parents have to learn to let go and become that person who is always praying for those they love serving elsewhere.  It isn’t easy, and we should be careful of undue influence in these situations.

Paul then explains that he is not only ready to be bound and arrested, but that he is also ready to die for the Name of the Lord Jesus!  Of course, there has been no mention of his death in any of these prophecies.  Also, Paul has been in prisons and jails already.  He is not a greenhorn unaware of the dangers ahead.  He is a seasoned veteran who can say “bring it on,” without being arrogant.  If my Lord died in Jerusalem, why would I not be prepared to die there too? 

How does a person get to the place where they are okay with being persecuted, even killed, for the Name of the Lord Jesus?  You get there through times of prayer and communion with the Lord who bought you with His own blood.  You get there through a life of listening to the Holy Spirit and keeping in step with His lead.  You get there through God’s gracious supply of strength in the Spirit as you step forward in loving faith.  God help us to be a people who are ready to go through anything for the sake of the glory and reputation of Jesus.

For those who claim that Paul is making a mistake by ignoring the warnings of the Holy Spirit and going to Jerusalem anyways, I would point out verse 14.  Luke clearly shows that the group became submitted to the “will of the Lord.”  All of the prophecies were true.  There were no false prophecies in this situation.  However, the will of the Lord is never so simple as receiving a word from one or more people.  What we see is that Paul had already “purposed in the Spirit” to go to Jerusalem before all of these prophecies cropped up.  However, even if a prophecy is given to you first, you are primarily accountable to what God is saying to you within your own heart.  If a prophecy catches you by surprise, then maybe God is having trouble getting something through to you. 

The next step is to get in your prayer closet and seek God’s direction for yourself.  God often confirms His direction through spiritual gifts from a variety of people.  Yet, a person ultimately must be confident in their own heart of what God is asking them.  Don’t be traveling around the region to find that special prophet who can give you a directive from the Lord.  Spend that same energy on your knees in prayer.  If God needs you to receive a prophecy from someone, then He can tell them to find you and give it.

Paul’s assurance of what he needed to do did not come from Agabus or any of the other prophets along the way.  It came from the Spirit of God in prayer, and so must it for us.

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Friday
Aug302024

The Acts of the Apostles 77

Subtitle: Farewell to the Ephesian Elders I

Acts 20:13-24.  This sermon was preached by Pastor Marty Bonner on August 25, 2024.

Paul is on a ship traveling from Macedonia to Jerusalem by ship along the coast.  It is on this trip that Luke gives us several fore-warnings that Paul is to be taken prisoner at Jerusalem.  Of course, this should be expected at some point because of what the Lord tells Ananias about Paul in Acts 9:16.  “I will show him how many things he must suffer for My name’s sake.”

Back in Acts 19:21, we were told that “Paul purposed in the Spirit, when he had passed through Macedonia and Achaia, to go to Jerusalem, saying, ‘After I have been there, I must also see Rome.’”  Added to this resolve that Paul has to go to Jerusalem, will be this farewell speech to the Ephesian elders.  Paul spells out that persecution and tribulations await him in Jerusalem.  Thus, he may never make it back to see them.

There is a time for farewells.  Even when they are for God’s purpose, they are never easy.  Realizing that you may not see loved ones again has a sobering effect, and leads people to focus on what is important to say and do.  We don’t always know when our last time with someone will be, and so wisdom teaches us to treat every interaction with others as extremely important.  We should be better at not leaving things unsaid until it is too late.  Farewells happen for a variety of reasons, but the Christian never needs to fear them.  God will never separate from us all.

Let’s look at our passage.

Paul travels from Troas to Miletus (v. 13-16)

These first four verses simply lay out Paul’s itinerary from Troas to a town called Miletus.  If you look at a map from the first century of the coastal area of Asia Minor, you will see that their ship travels along the coast and inside of the shelter of various islands.  Miletus was a town on the southwest coast of the province of Asia.

We are also told that Paul is hurrying to get to Jerusalem by the feast of Pentecost.  Previously he had left Philippi after the feasts of Passover and Unleavened bread.  There are 50 days between those spring feasts and Pentecost.  Paul had used 12 days getting to Troas and staying there for 7 days.  Thus, he only had 38 days left when he left Troas.  This leads to Paul calling for the Ephesian Elders to come to him at Miletus, so that he can say goodbye.

Paul exhorts the elders of Ephesus (v. 17-24)

When they had gathered, Paul addresses them by first reminding them of his past example before them, especially “what manner I always lived among you.”  Paul did not act in a variety of ways, as if he was not sure about the Lord Jesus Christ.  He did not have a compartmentalized life, nor was he manic in his devotion to Christ.  He was an example of faithfulness to the Lord Jesus in his manner of living.  He lived the way that Christ had commanded his disciples to do.  His manner always pointed back to Jesus. 

Now, it is one thing to be faithful.  Some people are faithfully selfish.  But, it is quite another thing to be faithful in the good thing of living out the commands of Jesus.

Paul had not come to Ephesus to increase his ministry, to make it global.  He was not trying to increase the number of churches sending money to him every month.  In fact, the Holy Spirit had forbade Paul to go into that area when he first tried to go there.  He went around the area and only came back when the Holy Spirit gave him leave to do so.  Paul wants these elders to remember that all that he did  was about doing the work of Christ, in the way that Christ desired.  He honored Jesus in everything.

In verse 19, he fleshes out what that example was exactly.  He had been among them as a servant of the Lord Jesus.  We are not called to serve our own interests, but to serve the interests of Jesus. When we serve others for the purpose of Christ, it makes us better husbands, wives, sons, daughters, church members, employers, employees, and every relationship.

Paul particularly served Christ with all humility.  This word emphasizes an attitude of mind that then impacts the way one lives among others.  He was lowly of mind.  This doesn’t mean that Paul saw himself as the worst worm in the room, but that he knew how badly he had messed up in his own flesh.  He knew how much he needed Jesus every hour and every day.  Jesus had saved him from the grotesque depths of sinfulness.  Jesus had then given him a job.  Paul did not see himself as the great apostles, but as a person who owed Christ everything.  He would faithfully complete the task that Jesus had given him because Jesus was worthy of Paul’s whole life.

Paul was not ministering for reputation or material gain.  He was seeking the approval of Christ.  To serve Jesus is to serve others.  Like Christ going to the cross, the apostle Paul suffered things so that others could receive a good hearing of the Gospel.  Yes, there will be a day of judgment for all people, but until then, our job is to serve people with the good news of Jesus.

Paul also served the Lord Jesus with many tears and trials.  These trials are various in nature.  There were trials of difficult travels and the dangers that went with that.  There was the trial of facing wicked people with ulterior motives.  There were arrests, imprisonments, beatings, public shame, and shipwrecks.  Each one of these tested Paul’s endurance.  “Will you keep going now?  Or, will you now quit.”

These difficulties not only tested Paul’s endurance, but they also brought tears to the apostle.  Yes, he knew they were tests, but that doesn’t make it any easier when someone you have ministered to begins to persecute you.  Imagine Jesus Christ looking over Jerusalem and weeping because he knew that they would ultimately reject him.  The question that is asked in these times is this.  Are  you going to remain faithful to the hard work that God has given you to do? 

That same question should be answered every day, even if you aren’t the apostle Paul.  Grandparents and parents have to answer that question.  Believers in a local church have to answer that question.  Christians who are to be the light of their culture and generation have to answer this question.  All of the difficulties that you face in following Christ are testing you.  Yet, your tears are precious to the Lord.  Just as he knows the number of hairs on your head, he knows the number of tears that you have shed.

Thus, we see Jesus asking his disciples in John 6:67, “Do you also want to go away?”  Yet, Peter answers that this world had nothing for them.  The world was empty, but Jesus was full of life.  They would carry the burden of the heavy things, the burden of sorrowful things, in order to remain with the one who was life itself. 

Thus, our tests and trials bond us to the Lord Jesus.  He too shed tears.  When you feel like quitting, let the fact that the Lord didn’t quit on you give you strength to continue on.  Turn to him in prayer and ask for strength to crucify your fleshly desire to avoid suffering, and then strength to carry out God’s will.

The response of our flesh, whether tears or fears, is generally not a chosen thing.  Like a gag-reflex, it comes rushing to the surface in the moment.  Yet, we can then take those emotions and those fears and put them at the feet of Jesus, on the altar.  “Lord, I am going to keep serving you even though this difficulty is in my way.”

All of us need to get to the broken place where it is tough to follow Jesus, and yet, we know that this world has nothing for us.  Each test is a way for us to say to the Lord, “Even this, I will go through for your sake, in order to remain faithful to the work that you have given me to do!”

Paul also mentions that he had proclaimed to them everything that would be helpful, or beneficial, to them.  They were not in need of something better from some charlatan that would come along later.  There were many itinerant teachers looking for itching ears in those days.  We can become weary of doing the good thing that God gives us to do.  Then, we become susceptible to the misdirection of the enemy of our souls, the devil.  He will seek to pull you off the course that Christ has given you to walk.

Paul had given the Ephesian Christians everything they needed for life and godliness, to live a life that was faithful to the Lord Jesus Christ.  In verse 21, Paul explains the greatest good thing that he had given them.  The most beneficial thing we can gain from the Scriptures is the call to have repentance towards God and to have faith towards Jesus.  Many of the Jews had given up on waiting for Messiah.  Repentance called them to turn back to Yahweh with a whole heart and believe upon Jesus whom He had sent.

Of course, not everything we say or do is beneficial to one another.  May we become quick to change course, quick to repent, quick to forgive one another, so that the Lord will be pleased with this assembly.  If you think you are missing something, the truth is that you are only missing it because you haven’t opened up your Bible and taken it seriously.

In verses 22 to 24, Paul speaks to them about his present example to them.  He is a man who is “bound in the Spirit.”  Through prayer and communion with Christ, through the help of the Holy Spirit, Paul has committed himself, tied himself, to a difficult work that Christ wanted him to do.  We too often give up on difficult works that Christ has for us to do because we don’t spend the time in prayer to gain his vision for it, and then commit ourselves to it in faith.

God will not force you to do anything.  He wants you to catch His vision and volunteer for it, to say Yes to it.  Prayer is that place where His burden switches to ours, where His vision becomes ours.  Part of you may be saying that you can’t do it.  Yes, in your flesh, you can’t do it.  However, in Christ, you can do all things because Christ will strengthen you (Philippians 4:13).

Paul doesn’t know exactly what awaits him, but he does know that it will be difficult.   Verses 22 and 23 tell us that the Spirit of God testified in every city where Paul was going that trials and tribulations awaited him.  Notice first that it is the Spirit who was testifying.  This happened in Paul’s personal times of prayer, but it also happened through others such as prophets within the church gatherings.  We will see an example of this in Acts 21.

This raises the question.  If God warns us about persecutions ahead, does it mean that He wants us to avoid them?  Perhaps, there are times when this is so.  However, Paul knew he needed to march into those trials, at least this time.  Such a resolve can only be determined in prayer before God, seeking His will.

Luke has not described these warnings “in every city.”  However, this helps us to understand why Paul would preach past midnight and into the rise of morning.  He knew that he would most likely not be coming back.

What would you do if you were continually told by the Spirit, and by other people, that the path ahead was full of tribulations?  In general, Jesus has told us exactly this.  In 2 Timothy 3:12, we are told that “all who desire to live godly in Christ Jesus will suffer persecution.”  Are we blessed in these United States of America, or are we spoiled?

Sometimes God warns us of pain ahead because He wants to know if we are ready to be like Jesus.  He is preparing us and testing us to see if we will keep going out of love and devotion to Him.

In verse 24, Paul states that this revelation of the Spirit doesn’t move him.  He doesn’t mean emotionally.  He is talking about the path, or course, that he is on in going to Jerusalem to suffer.  Paul is doing something difficult for the lord, and it would be easy to stop, turn back, and to avoid it.  However, none of these things have changed Paul’s mind and his resolve to go to Jerusalem.

Do you realize that the devil often uses resistance and difficulty to get us discouraged from God’s path for us?  He is doing all he can to change your mind, as he did with Eve in the Garden.  He was successful to get her off of the course that God had given to her, at least for a little while.  You can choose to follow Jesus at a point in time, but you will need to keep choosing Jesus over the top of difficulties in order to actually do it.

In fact, Paul states that he doesn’t count his life as precious to himself.  It is not that our lives are not precious, but that they are precious to God and for His purposes.  If God asks me to suffer, even as a martyr, then it has great value to Him.  However, I will have to lay my life down to do it.  My life cannot mean more to me than glorifying the Savior who died for me.  This is one of the major sins of life.  We take our lives that are precious to God, and made for His purposes, and we ignore Him.  We take what was intended for holy purposes and use them for common purposes, and sometimes even for profane purposes.

Paul is reiterating what Jesus was talking about in Luke 14:26-27.  “If anyone comes to Me and does not hate his father and mother, wife and children, brothers and sisters, yes, and his own life also, he cannot be My disciple.  And whoever does not bear his cross and come after Me cannot be My disciple.” 

Why do people not pick up crosses to follow Jesus?  Sometimes it is because we are afraid of losing relationships with the people and things around us.  We can refuse to carry a cross in trying to keep from hurting our family, but the best thing you can do for your family is to carry the cross that God gives you.  You will do the most damage to them by refusing to pick it up.

It is not that He wants us to hate anyone, even ourselves.  Rather, when it comes to choosing between Jesus, his work, and my selfish desires, we would choose him every time!  If my life is to end early in Jerusalem or Rome, then so be it.  Jesus is worthy of such a sacrifice of love!

Paul refers to the path ahead as a “race” in the NKJV.  It is probably better thought of as a course, a particular path that he must travel full of hardships and obstacles.  A person is not given all the details of their personal course, but we can walk forward in faith by His daily help.  He leads, corrects, comforts, encourages, and does many other things to help us along our course.

Paul knew that he had a duty to walk out this course before him.  Yet, all duties can be done as a mere hardship that a person resents, but does anyways.  Duty can be a drudgery, and all parents know this.  There is something powerful in learning that there are duties that we should do in this Christian walk.  Duties that are for Christ and towards other people.  Yet, it is even better to find the joy that God has for you in doing them.  Paul doesn’t just want to finish his chores.  He wants to do them with joy!  Why did Jesus go to the cross?  Not just because he had a duty to do it.  He did so for the joy that was awaiting him on the other side, relationship with the Father and those who would believe upon Jesus for eternity!

Wrestling in prayer, the Holy Spirit will help you to find the joy of fighting the devil and being used of God to impact the lives of others eternally.  To be in the presence of God is peace eternally, but we can tap into that peace even today.  In the midst of the trial, the joy of the Lord can fill your heart and strengthen you far more than the knowledge of any duty can.  May the Lord help us to serve Him with all our hearts!

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Tuesday
Jul022024

The Acts of the Apostles 70

Subtitle: Paul Returns to Antioch

Acts 18:12-22.  This sermon was preached by Pastor Marty Bonner on June 30, 2024.

In our passage today, Paul finishes his 2nd Missionary Journey, which has taken him through the central area of Asia Minor (modern-day Turkey) and throughout the coastal cities of Greece.

We pick up with him ministering in the Greek city of Corinth, where the Lord has told him not to fear because there are many in the city who belong to Him.  Paul ends up ministering there for at least a year and a half.  This is what sets up our story in verse 12.

Let’s look at our passage.

A charge is brought against Paul (v. 12-17)

There is a reason why Paul spent longer in Corinth than he did in many other cities.  It has nothing to do with God loving Corinth more than other cities.  Part of it has to do with the receptivity of the people in the city.  However, how many places did Paul not visit?

The good thing is that these cities generally became hubs of evangelism into the region around them.  Paul isn’t the only one that can tell people about Jesus.  Aren’t you thankful for that?  Paul was faithful share the Good News of Jesus to others who would then become faithful in sharing such to new people.  This was true within nations, regions, cities, and even within the lives of you ministers like Timothy and Luke.

There is a passage in 1 Thessalonians 1:8 where Paul is praising the church there for its faith and evangelism.  He says that “from you the word of the Lord has sounded forth, not only in Macedonia and Achaia, but also in every place. Your faith toward God has gone out…”

We are not given a direct timeline, but we know that Paul, believers of the Jews and Gentile God-fearers had separated from the synagogue at some point.  The church of Corinth essentially began in the house of a man named Titius Justus next to the synagogue.  Even Crispus who was the synagogue ruler had believed and joined these followers of Messiah Jesus.

We eventually come to this scene where the leaders of the synagogue have brought Paul up on charges before the Roman Proconsul, Gallio.  There charge is stated in verse 13.  They accused him of persuading people to worship God against the law.  It wasn’t against the law to worship God or the gods.  However, the Romans did have a policy that only religions recognized by Caesar could be promoted.  This was not about Romans approving of a religion, but rather about keeping control over disputes, uprisings, and unrest.  They had recognized Judaism as a legitimate religion that had a certain amount of protection under Rome.  Thus, the charge is about Paul starting a new religion.

This reminds me of China’s policy.  There it is illegal to proselytize people to any religion.  However, if a person asks you about your religion, then you are free (it is lawful for you) to speak about your religion to them.  It is different, but in general, it is a similar control mechanism.

We are told that Paul begins to give his defense, but is interrupted by Gallio.  Paul is not promoting a new religion.  He actually represents all that the people of Israel had been praying for and preaching about for millennia, the coming of Messiah.  This is just an in-house disagreement over who Messiah is.  Yet, Gallio doesn’t give Paul a chance to defend himself.

Gallio points out that he would hear the case, if it had something to do with a wrong that Paul had done to them or some knowledge they had of a wicked crime that Paul had committed.  However, he then warns that he is not interested in judging matters that have to do with words, names and Jewish law.  Of course, this is all about Paul naming Jesus as the Messiah.

Now, it is very likely that Paul looks even more Jewish than the Corinthians Jews that are charging him with promoting an illegal religion.  Paul didn’t quit being Jewish.  He dressed like a first-century Jew; he talked like one.  I believe that Gallio sees a group of Jews trying to charge another Jew that is clearly not from Corinth, i.e., he is actually from Judea.  He either knows this is a squabble among Jews about Jewish things instinctively, i.e., from past experience, or he has information from others.  Of course, their Jewishness is not the reason that there is a dispute between them and Paul.  This is a problem for all people of every kind.  We can be very creative in our ways of disputing with one another.  Regardless, Gallio immediately sees that this is another one of those internal Jewish matters, and he is not interested in being dragged into it.

On one hand, these are proper words.  The government of a people should have no part in judging, or controlling matters of faith.  Of course, if our disputes over religion break into criminal activity- God forbid!- then government should intervene in regards to the criminal activity.   Again, I will point to China as a place where Christians are told what they can teach and promote in their churches.  This is inappropriate for any government, much less one that is atheistic.

On the other hand, I get the sense that this has nothing to do with Gallio trying to do the right thing and give justice.  It seems that he is more annoyed with “these Jews and their squabbles.”  Note that, just years prior, Claudius Caesar had made the Jews leave Rome because of disputes over a man named “Chrestus” (see last weeks sermon on this).  Gallio has some knowledge about this rising dispute within Judaism that threatens the precious Pax Romana.

Let me put a finer point on this.  The squabble is the result of God moving in this Corinthian synagogue and some of the Jews didn’t like it.  Gallio is more like these Jews he is standing against than he would like to admit.  Yes, from time to time, we see the Roman government helping to shield Paul from his fellow Jews.  However, this very same Rome will eventually put Paul, Peter, and others to death.  Rome didn’t like this move of God any more than some of the Jews in the synagogue.  Rome executed Jesus who is the very essence of God’s move in His Church. 

This is a spiritual dynamic.  Those who are resisting the work of God are a hodge-podge of many powers, beliefs, and people.  They don’t always like each other.  It is a very dog-eat-dog arena.  At this time, Rome is the top dog, and it is letting these Jews charging Paul know that it is in charge.  So, let us not imagine that there is anything more going on here than exactly that.

We are then told that Gallio drives Paul’s accusers from the judgment seat, the bema seat (bay-muh).  No doubt, this means he had some guards do so.  They are driven from the place of presenting cases back into the area of spectators. 

This is a human bema seat, and not even the highest one at that time.  Any decision by Gallio can be appealed to Caesar by a Roman citizen.  It is one thing to receive or not receive justice in the bema seats of this world.  However, one day, we all will stand before the bema seat (the judgment seat) of Messiah Jesus.  Paul reminded the Roman believers of this in Romans 14:10.  “But you, why do you judge your brother? Or you again, why do you view your brother with contempt? For we will all stand before the judgment seat of God.” (LSB).  Paul reminds them that both sides of any matter will stand before Jesus.  What will he say of your squabble then? 

Jesus warned us of judging one another.  He didn’t say we shouldn’t judge because there is something inherently wrong with making judgments.  Rather, he points out that we are going to receive the type of judgment we give to others, and that we will receive it in the measure  (much or little) that we give to others.  This is a shot across the bow of every human being from the One who will sit on the greatest bema seat ever raised up.  Jesus warns us that he will give us what we gave to others.  This ought to humble all of us, but it generally doesn’t.  Most people give a “meh” over such statements and continue on judging others unfairly and harshly.  The sad thing is that, when Jesus judges them, it will be harsh, but completely fair.

We have all failed in this.  Can we be freed from that future judgment?  Yes!  The Holy Spirit brings stuff to our mind from time to time.  It is called conviction.  Conviction is not condemnation.  Condemnation tells you all the ways you have failed and tells you that you can never get out of it.  It motivates you to quit and go your own way.  Condemnation is not from God.  It is from the devil and our own soul.  Conviction is different though it too starts with how we have failed.  The Holy Spirit points out our failures so that we will feel sorrow, repent and put our faith in Jesus.  When we confess that Jesus was right and turn to him for forgiveness, then he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness (1 John 1:9).  “God, I was so judgmental.  Please forgive me because I don’t want to be that kind of person, much less be judged by Jesus when I stand before him.”  Of course, the Holy Spirit will also lead you to tell people you are sorry for your harsh judgments.  This is called works that are worthy of true repentance.

In 2 Corinthians 5:9-10, it says, “Therefore we also have as our ambition, whether at home or absent, to be pleasing to Him. For we must all appear before the judgment seat of Christ, so that each one may be recompensed for [d]his deeds in the body, according to what he has done, whether good or bad.” (LSB).  The point is that we are to do what we do to please Jesus.  We must be less concerned about dragging others before courts in order to obtain justice, than we are about the day in which we will personally be judged by Jesus. 

The amazing thing is that God created humans in such a way that we can be redeemed!  No matter how broken you are, your life can be redeemed (has been redeemed by Jesus already) when you turn to him in faith.

The ruler of the synagogue, Sosthenes, is then beaten.  The New King James Version mentions that this is done by “Greeks.”  However, the word “Greeks” is not some of the ancient manuscripts.  Scholars are left with trying to determine what was the original wording?  The manuscripts that don’t have this word essentially say that “they all took Sosthenes…and beat him before the judgment seat.”  So, is the emphasis upon the Greeks doing it, or was it a simple “they all?”

It seems most likely that the word Greeks was added rather than removed.  There is no evidence that scribes were purposefully removing words from the original writings of Scriptures ever.  So, how could they justify an addition?  Sometimes a scribe would put an explanatory note in the margins of a manuscript.  Later scribes who were copying the manuscript before it became too old to be useable would generally continue the note in the margin.  However, some would put the word in the text, perhaps unsure as to why it was put in the margin or accepting it as inspired testimony from the past.

Why would a scribe feel the need to emphasize this was the Greeks doing this?  The “they all” in the scene could be read as those who were on the plaintiff side.  This would have Jewish people beating up a Jewish ruler in the court.  This seems improbable, though we could suppose some sort of anger that they were made to look bad in public.

The Greek insertion, or marginal commentary, would help to make clear what was happening.  Sosthenes is attacked by the Gentile observers as a public rebuke of bringing a frivolous case before the Proconsul.

This penchant for mob violence is a theme throughout the New Testament, but also in the testimony of history.  Paul and the Christians are not on the side of beating up their accusers, and neither should we be.  It is not good to be “in one accord” (v. 12) when we are doing evil because we will find it rebounding back at us (v. 17).

There is a possibility that this Sosthenes later became a Christian.  First, we already know that Crispus, who also was a synagogue ruler, had become a Christian.  Secondly, in 1 Corinthians 1:1, Paul mentions a fellow brother Sosthenes that is with him when he greets the Corinthian believers.  I wonder if this beating at the hands of the Gentiles was used by Jesus to get Sosthenes attention?  Regardless of whether this is the same Sosthenes or not, this is the kind of God we serve.  In His mercy, God allows hurts and pains to come into our life because they soften us up to what His Holy Spirit is trying to say to us.  In fact, Saul of Tarsus, Paul, came to know Jesus through an eye-damaging affair, and that was done by Jesus himself.  God is not looking for reasons to reject us.  He is faithful to work daily through the good things of life, and through the bad, to draw us into relationship with him, to repentance.

Paul returns to Antioch (v. 18-22)

At this point the story turns and moves very rapidly.  Paul is going back to his home church in Syrian Antioch.  However, he takes time to go to Jerusalem first.

Verse 18 tells us that Paul “still remained a good while.”  This can be interpreted two different ways.  Verse 11 tells us that Paul stayed in Corinth for 1.5 years.  Then, we had the event before Gallio, and then, we have the statement that Paul still remained a good while.

These can be seen as sequential.  Paul was there for 18 months, and then, this charge before Gallio occurred.  Following that, Paul still remained a good while.  That last phrase is nebulous, but it would be interpreted to mean that Paul was most likely there for another 6 months to a year, for a total of 2 to 3 years.

However, verse 11 can be seen as a kind of thesis statement for the section that follows.  Overall, Paul stayed there for 18 months.  During that time, this event before Gallio occurred.  Following it, Paul stayed there for a good long time, but still encapsulated within the year and a half.

Regardless of how long Paul stayed in the city, it is clear that Corinth was very open to the Gospel, even though it was a very sinful city.  Sometimes people who are in the depths of sin are more open to the Gospel because they are daily suffering the bondage and ill-effects of it.  We can’t always know the people or places that will be receptive to the Gospel.  We can only be faithful to follow the leading of Jesus by the Holy Spirit.

Luke mentions hair being cut off in Cenchrea because of a vow.  Cenchrea was a port city to the east of Corinth.  Luke spends very little time on this, so neither will I.  It seems to serve as the reason why Paul will later tell the Ephesians that he cannot stay with them, i.e., the vow requires him to go to Jerusalem within a certain time.

Some will try to say that it wasn’t Paul who made the vow.  However, this is highly unlikely.  All the other verbs are clearly telling us what Paul did.  Even when it mentions Aquila, it does so in a prepositional phrase.  It literally says that Paul took leave of the brethren and sailed for Syria with Priscilla and Aquila.  The most natural way of reading the hair cutting (it is a participle) is that it is describing Paul.

Some immediately connect this to the Nazirite vow spoken of in the Old Testament.  It involved not cutting the hair until the end of the vow, as well as not eating or drinking of the fruit of the grape vine, nor touching any dead body.  However, a person could make a vow regarding their hair without it being a Nazirite vow.  If it was a Nazirite vow, it begs the question as to why the hair was cut off in Cenchrea and not Jerusalem.  A Nazarite vow requires that the hair be cut and offered up with a sacrifice at Jerusalem.

We really are missing too much information to be dogmatic about any of this.  From time to time, Jews would make a vow to Yahweh. Typically, they were either consecrating themselves to a task, or there was something they were desiring from God.  So, what is Paul doing?

Some are troubled by this as if a vow represents Paul hypocritically lapsing into Judaism.  This is a nonsense argument.  First of all, Paul’s teaching was not about getting rid of anything that looked like Jewish things.  He was concerned that certain Jews were trying to require that Gentiles follow the requirements of the Jewish Law in order to be acceptable to Jesus. 

Thus, Paul’s argument to Gentile Galatians is that they should not be circumcised.  They are acceptable to Jesus by the spiritual circumcision of the Spirit, not of the flesh.  He even warns them that they are in danger of cutting themselves off from Christ in such acts.  However, we should not make the non sequitur conclusion that Paul would say the same thing to a Jewish Christian who had a new baby.  “Whatever you do, don’t circumcise that baby or you will have nothing with Christ!”  The church in Jerusalem was made up of a large majority of Jews.  They still did Jewish things, dressed Jewish, went to the temple, etc.  However, they were putting their faith in Jesus now.

Ask yourself, is making a vow to God a Jewish thing or a Christian thing, a law thing or a Spirit thing?  It is clear that many people have made fleshly vows to God, thinking that they can manipulate Him, or impress Him into giving them what they want.  If this is your purpose, then you will be unsuccessful.  In fact, people have made foolish vows.  We are warned about how we make our vows.  We need to do so humbly and led by the Holy Spirit.

There is a holy place in our relationship with God where the Spirit of God moves upon our heart and we vow to put our cell phone away for a week, or social media usage.  This is not a Christian thing or a Jewish thing.  It is a person-having-a-relationship-with-God thing, a person who is having a real relationship with God.  This is not something that everybody has to do.  It is a personal thing that surfaces in the life of a person as they serve Jesus.  This would have been Paul’s heart in the matter.

Next, we see that the ship makes a stop in Ephesus.  It appears they are stopping for supplies, trade, or both.  Paul took advantage of this to go to the synagogue and reason with the Jews and Gentiles who were there.  It appears that the Ephesian synagogue was open to hearing more.  They wanted him to stay longer, but he declined due to a timely need to go to Jerusalem, most likely having to do with his vow.

This may be why we are told that Priscilla and Aquila remain in Ephesus.  They could continue their trade of tentmaking while helping the Ephesian believers to understand how the work of Christ fulfilled the Scriptures and what God wanted believers to do in this new era of Messiah.

However, Paul does promise to return to them, God willing.  We do not need to turn this into a required ending to every sentence, but every servant of the Lord needs to have this humble attitude.  Of course, God often works through our godly desires and intentions.  However, He sometimes has a different plan than we do.  Paul is not rejecting them by not staying.  Rather, he is fulfilling something else between him and God.  When that is satisfied, he will attempt to come back, but even that is dependent upon what the Lord allows or tells him to do.

We should note that the Gospel is not dependent upon any one person.  Yes, Paul is the Apostle to the Gentiles, and God works powerfully through him among them.  Yet, God’s sending of Paul to another place besides Ephesus does not limit what He can do there.  Even people who are being led by the Holy Spirit need to remain humble about what they think is God’s will.

I should remind us that the Holy Spirit forbade Paul from going into the province of Asia, of which Ephesus was a major city, on the first missionary journey.  Yet, he is now here speaking to the Ephesians about the Gospel.  So, we see God’s timing without explanation.  In chapter 19, God will allow Paul to come back and spend 2 years here on his third missionary journey.  Thus, “God willing” is a phrase that recognizes the sovereignty of God in matters of direction and timing.

Paul boards the ship again and sails to the cost of Judea, landing at Caesarea.  They travel from the coast up to Jerusalem.  To give you an idea, the temple mount is about 2,428 feet above sea level. 

Jerusalem is not mentioned by name here.  Rather, it speaks of him greeting the church.  No doubt, he also gives a description of his journey and what God was doing among the people of Greece.

Paul then goes down to Syrian Antioch (modern day Antakya Türkiye), his home church at this point.  It is good to have a home, and a home church as a base of operations.  It represents a safe place, a strengthening place, a re-energizing place, and a place of people who love and support us.  He could share with them the results of their labor of financial support and prayers for him and his missionary group.

We might even think of that as we go out from our churches each week into our daily lives.  We return again, whether at the end of the week or periodically throughout the week.  It is meant to be a place of people being real and loving with one another.  May we be a people who are quick to repent, quick to forgive, and quick to support God’s work in one another’s lives.

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Wednesday
Jun192024

The Lies We Come To Believe II

Exodus 2:11-15; 3:10-12; 4:1,10,13-14; Judges 6:11-13; 1 Kings 19:1-4, 11-14.

This sermon was preached by Pastor Marty Bonner on Father’s Day, June 16, 2024.

I preached a sermon on Mother’s Day with this same title.  There we looked at Eve, Sarah, and Naomi.  Each of them had spiritual hurts and emotional wounds that made it difficult to believe God.  When a person is wounded in life, it always has a lie or half-truth that surfaces in our heart, perhaps more than one.  We can be tempted then to live our life believing those lies to be true.

Today we are going to do the same thing, but with three men: Moses, Gideon, and Elijah.  I want to make it clear that the lies we believe are not generally specific to whether we are female or male.

In fact, there are many different hurts that can lead us to believe the same lie, similar to how a geographical destination can have many different roads that lead to it.  Women can learn from the stories of men and men can learn from the stories of women because the specific details of our experiences are not the most important thing to them.  Rather, what is most important is to see the mistakes that we make and how the Lord gives grace for us to overcome them.

The flip-side of this title, “The Lies We Come To Believe,” is this: “And The God Who Saves Us From Them!”  Amen?

May we see a little bit of ourselves in these three men, and may we be encouraged to have faith in God for the week ahead of us.

Let’s look at our first passage.

Moses (Exodus 2, 3, 4)

We have skipped the story about the birth of Moses.  Pharaoh was afraid that his Israelite slaves were growing too numerous.  He decreed that all infant males born to the Hebrews would be put to death.  Thus, Moses is born under the threat of death.  I wonder if his mother had been reading or thinking about the account of Noah when she had the idea of making a little “ark” out of bullrushes and casting her little boy upon the waters of the Nile, hoping for God to protect him from the dangers of the world.  The Egyptian princess “just happens” to find the boy in the make-shift ark and raises him as her own.  The event of chapter 2 doesn’t happen until Moses is 40 years old, according to Stephen in Acts 7:23.  It “just happens to come to him” to check on the condition of his fellow Hebrews, and he finds that it isn’t good.  Moses kills an Egyptian task-master, has an exchange with a bitter Hebrew slave, and has to run for his life because Pharaoh found out what he had done.

Moses then goes into the land of Midian, which interestingly enough means “strife.”  He will spend the next 40 years living in this rustic place raising a family and being a shepherd.  When we come to Exodus 3 and the story of the burning bush, Moses is now 80 years old.  The Angel of the Lord appears to him within a bush that is on fire but not being consumed.  The exchange continues into chapter 4.  If you pay attention to this exchange, you will see that God is calling Moses to go to Egypt and help deliver his people out of slavery.  Yet, Moses is not interested.  He offers up several protests, or excuses, as to why it shouldn’t be him.  We will look at those in a second, but first notice Exodus 4:14.

The continual protests of Moses stirs up the anger of the Lord against him.  This is called trying the patience of God.  It is one thing to try the patience of people, but quite another to test God’s patience.  Yet, we see here that God’s mercy is still extended to Moses. 

Let’s talk first about the wounds that Moses received.  His life is divided into three very distinct periods of 40 years each.  He is a prince in Egypt, lacking nothing, from birth to 40.  He is a shepherd in the wilderness of Midian from 40 to 80.  Lastly, he is a leader of Israel in the deserts south and south east of Canaan from 80 to 120.  It is the event at 40 years of age in Exodus 2 that helps us to see his wound, which begins with the killing of the Egyptian.  Clearly Moses feels like he needs to do something, but in a moment of passion, he kills an Egyptian.  He believes that no one has seen him do this.  However, the next day he finds two Hebrews fighting.  He challenges the one who had struck his brother, but receives a bitter reply.  “Who made you a prince and a judge over us?  Do you intend to kill me as you killed the Egyptian?”  Are  you a murderer going to lecture me about striking my brother?  Are you who have lived a princely life wanting to play the prince of slaves?

We need to understand that bitter people who have endured bitter lives have a knack for wounding others.  They have so many emotional wounds that they cease to care about how they impact others.  The devil wants us acting out of the pain of our wounds because we will then hurt others instead of finding the healing of God, even being a channel of the healing of God.  Please read this paragraph over again because many Christians still live their lives rooted in legitimate wounds they received in the past.

The wound that Moses receives is one of rejection.  Pharaoh wants to kill him for daring to kill an Egyptian.  His own people aren’t interested in what little help he wants to offer.  The fact that Moses had never made a single brick in his life probably added to their distaste for him. 

You might object that this was only one man.  That is precisely the point.  Our emotional wounds are not always rational.  Moses had to run because Pharaoh had the power to find him and kill him in Egypt.  Yet, that bitter reply of another Hebrew went deep into the heart of Moses.  You have nothing to offer these people.  They don’t want you.  Rejection is a bitter pill and it really messes people up..

Here is the thing to ponder.  All wounds tempt us to believe things that are either blatant lies or are half-truths.  The wounds and the feelings about them are real.  We shouldn’t discount them.  However, our wounded feelings are extremely bad at discovering truth.  The gravity of our injured self is always towards a self-deception.  It takes a miracle of God to pull a person out of that trap.

Think about anger.  We are told in the Bible that “the anger of man does not produce the righteousness of God” (James 1:20).  However, it does not say along with that, “Don’t be angry.”  Rather, we are told “’Be angry, and do not sin’: do not let the sun go down on your wrath…” (Ephesians 4:26; Psalm 4:4).  Anger is a powerful emotion that can result from unjust situations as well as out of our own sin.  When we allow anger to drive the responses we make (even when that anger is justified), we will find ourselves falling into sin.

Anger is not the only emotion that can take control of us because of wounds in our past.  No feeling should be used to justify sinful actions.  Rather, we must submit ourselves to the commands of Christ and his Apostles.

I do want to be careful pretending to be in the head of Moses.  This is not an attempt to psychoanalyze Moses.  Instead, this is about how we all respond to hurt and seeing the similar dynamic in him.  I want us to see ourselves in what he is going through.  We need to recognize how we have been wounded, and then, how God wants to heal that wound.

So let’s get into the five protests that Moses gives to God.  We will see that there is a lie or half-truth that is beneath these protests.

1.  Exodus 3:11.  Moses questions who he is to do what God is saying.  The lie beneath this is:  I am nobody.  Rejection always affects self-worth.  A person can’t help the emotional response that says, “What is wrong with me that you would reject me?”  Kids do this when their parents fight and divorce.  Generally, this has nothing to do with the kids, but they feel that way anyway.  In fact, it is quite common that people who hurt you aren’t even thinking about you.  They are thinking about themselves and not caring about what you think or feel.

The world’s answer to all of this is to boost up your self-esteem and kick the negative people out of your life.  If Jesus had done that, then none of us could be saved.  Jesus didn’t kick the negative people out of his life.  He loved them to the bitter end, entrusting His life to God.

For the believer, our self worth needs to be anchored in Jesus and his love for us (as well as for the people who hurt us).  You may be nobody in the eyes of the world, but this doesn’t make you a nobody.  You are somebody that is loved by God.  He  has a purpose for you, and no matter what it is, He will help you to do it!

2.  Exodus 4:1.  The next lie is this.  They will not listen, believe, or follow me.  Out of that injured self-image flows the doubting of what God can do through us when He calls us to something.  In fact, parents can do this with their kids.  You can be offended that your kids are responding to your wisdom, instruction, and correction.  This doesn’t give you the right to write your kids off.  God’s calling remains on you regardless of how your kids respond. 

In this case, Moses is somewhat right.  The story of Israel coming out of Egypt is full of the murmuring and protests of the Israelites against God and Moses.  They may have physically followed Moses into the wilderness, but most of them perished there because they didn’t trust God.  Their lack of faith often caused them to take out their frustrations on Moses.  However, this isn’t the problem of Moses.  It is God’s problem, and He is quite capable of taking care of His problems (and ours).

3.  Exodus 4:10.  Here is another lie.  I am not eloquent (skilled) enough to do it.  This is the same argument as before.  Doing something for God is never dependent upon your level of talent.  It is dependent upon the blessing of God.

The Bible tells us to ask for wisdom if we lack it.  I suppose we could also ask for talent if we lack it.  However, let me talk about wisdom for a moment.  When God does supply wisdom, what does that look like?  Do you instantly sound amazingly like Solomon?  Does everyone around start remarking about how wise you are?  Of course not.  Yet, God gives you wisdom, here a little and there a little.  It builds up.  You don’t have to “sound wise” to the world in order to be wise.  Perhaps, it is best if you don’t.

4.  Exodus 4:13.  The lie here is this.  Someone else would be better than me.  This is a cop-out.  Why would God be asking you?  Why would the Holy Spirit be stirring it up in you, if this was true?  Maybe it is better for you that you do it?  God doesn’t just “use” people to help others.  He is simultaneously helping the person who chooses to obey him and help others.  It is good for us to be both receivers and givers.  Receiving teaches us humility, and giving teaches us compassion and mercy.

Of course, the attitude that says for God to find somebody else can also be sheer laziness, but I don’t get that vibe in this passage.  Moses has tried that and has the proverbial T-shirt to prove it.

5.  Underlying this whole account is a final lie.  I can’t go back there.  This was Egypt for Moses, but what is it for you?  We can go anywhere if God is with us.  Whether out of fear or out of pragmatism, Moses is not interested in going back to Egypt.  Going back will only make things worse: a Pharaoh who wants him dead, and a people who despise this non-slave Hebrew.

Moses would have stayed in Midian another 40 years, if God had let him.  However, God had different plans.

In moments where God is calling us to go back and face painful situations, it can feel like it is impossible.  However, this is precisely why we need Jesus.  He will go with us and lead us forth in victory, not against people, but against the lies, half-truths, and spiritual enemies that you have.  You may feel like you can’t face it, but you can with Jesus.  God has a good thing in the task that He is asking of you, and you can trust Him.

Gideon (Judges 6:11-15)

We won’t spend as much time on these last two.  Gideon lives about 200 years following Joshua.  There has been at least three periods of subjugation over Israel with several stories of judges or people who accomplished vindication for Israel.

Gideon’s wound is found in that he is a no-status person within a subjugated people.  As Americans, we do not know what that feels like.  We have no clue.  So, when the Angel of the LORD shows up to explain to Gideon that God plans to deliver Israel through him, Gideon responds out of this mentality.

Gideon’s first response bristles at the idea that God is with them and for them.  If God was really with us, then things would be better than this.  This is a very common lie that we tell ourselves.  We will even see every bad thing in our life as proof that God is against us (or worse, we think of it in terms of karma).  “God, what am I doing wrong?  If I was doing it right, surely it would be better than this!”

We need to be very careful with such ideas and questions.  God’s calling on Israel had not changed.  He had not rescinded it.  When we are in times of discipline because of sin, or even when we are in a time of discipline to make us stronger (i.e., not because of sin), God  is still with us and being faithful to us.  It is foolish to interpret the Fatherly discipline of God as a rejection from Him.  This is a lie.  The reason we entertain it is because of our past hurts, wounds, and even our sin, which always harms us and others.

We see a better response in Ezekiel and Daniel.  They were prophets during the period when God’s discipline cause Israel to be taken captive to Babylon.   Yes, Israel was in trouble with God.  However, after 70 years, they knew that God would bring Israel back.  Daniel knew that God would bring them back, and he put his faith in God’s ability to accomplish this.

It is very common for Christians to misinterpret the discipline of God.  We think of it as bad, and pray for God to return His goodness to us.  We tell ourselves that we have to trudge through the “badness of God” in order to get the “goodness of God” some day.

This is a lie.  The time in the wilderness was a special time of intimacy with God for Israel.  Many other generations looked back to the miracles that happened in those days asking where God was in there day.  We even see Gideon making this point in verse 13.  He is wishing that God would do for him in his day what God did for Israel back when they came out of Egypt (yes, during the times of discipline).

There were no gardens, no grain fields, and no fruit trees in the wilderness, but God supernaturally fed them day after day and provided water in a place where there was none.  Later, when they made it into the promised land (where they had all those “good things”), they tended to walk away from intimacy with God.  A man like David stuck out like an odd duck because he came to intimately know God and acted out of that relationship.  We spend entirely too much time accusing God of cursing us (letting bad things happen) when He is actually trying to bless us.

Gideon expresses the idea that he and Israel are forsaken by God.  However, this is a lie.  Jesus says this on the cross.  I believe he says this (“My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?”) for two reasons.  First, he is letting us know that he feels exactly what we feel when we have such a moment in our life.  You know, the kind of experience where you are asking God to deliver you and not let the bad thing happen, but then you are crucified anyway.  Jesus gets it.  God understands how we feel.  He has felt it Himself! 

However, there is a second reason Jesus says this.  This was a Hebrew way of telling people to pay attention to a particular passage in the Bible.  In English, we would say, “Turn in your Bibles to Psalm 22 and pay attention to what it says.”  The Hebrews generally used the opening word or line of a passage to refer to it.  “Turn in your Bibles to My God, My God why have You Forsaken Me, and pay attention to what it says.  That Psalm has a clear turning point: “He has heard me.”  The lament of a man dying on a cross suddenly turns into a rejoicing in the God who has heard him.  Try reading Psalm 22 as if it is Jesus speaking about his time on the cross.

When these kind of lies surface in your mind, you need to ask yourself these questions.  Who told me that?  How did I come to believe this?  Is this what God’s Word says?  The tough things you experience in life are not proof that God has or hasn’t forsaken you.  The Word of God tells you that He will never leave you nor forsake you, not even to the end of this Age!  See Matthew 28:20 and Hebrews 13:5.

I don’t have time to point out more, but we can look to Gideon’s response about his status in verse 15.  I can’t do it because I am a low-status person in a subjugated people!  This doesn’t matter when God is calling you to do something.

Elijah (vs. 1-4; 11-14)

On the heels of a great victory, in which fire comes down from heaven and burns up the sacrifice to Yahweh, Jezebel sends word to Elijah that she is going to have him hunted down and killed.  This causes Elijah to go on the run to the southern part of the Judean Kingdom.  From there, an angel tells him to go further south to Mt. Sinai.

Elijah’s wound has parts of it that are from rejection.  His life is being hunted by a king and queen who cannot restrain themselves from evil.  He was simply being a faithful prophet to Yahweh, and yet they hunt him down as if he were the one worshiping false gods.

There is one scene where Elijah shows up to confront King Ahab of his wickedness.  Ahab calls Elijah, the troubler of Israel.  Of course, it was Ahab and Jezebel that were bringing trouble upon Israel.  Of course, governments that reject God love to point to those who do love God as the problem

Elijah simply feels defeated.  He even begs God to kill him.  Life isn’t worth it.

I will point out three lies that have taken root in Elijah’s heart.  The first is this.  Nothing I do makes a difference.  There are a lot of young people today who are looking at the Church saying that it is not working or making a difference.  However, this assumes that we know what making a difference looks like.  It assumes we know what should be happening.  Of course, everyone should be repenting and believing in God.  This Republic shouldn’t be plundered by our spiritual enemy and fighting against one another, but we are.  What is the difference that God has us here to affect?  Be very careful in pretending that you know exactly what God is trying to accomplish through you, much more His Church.  Yes, He wants to save people, but sometimes we have to go through some tough things in order to get back to a place of true repentance.

In some ways, Jesus did not send the Church to make the world into a governmental paradise.  It could if we would all follow Christ and turn from sin.  In fact, there have been times throughout history in which particular families and particular nations saw some powerful things happen to turn the whole towards the things of God.  However, these often pass until we find a family full of people who don’t serve Jesus like their grandparents did, or a nation that no longer believes what their founding generation believed about God.

We are told that this varied experience will continue until the end of this Age of Grace.  There will be a wholesale apostasy against the truth of Jesus in these last days.  I am not saying that no one will be saved.  We are in a time similar to the days of Elijah.  Was he making a difference?  It didn’t look like it, but God was using him to encourage the remnant of 7,000 people who hadn’t bowed the knee to Ahab and Jezebel’s false god, Baal.  Yes, it is a discouraging time to work for the LORD, and our flesh doesn’t like laboring in that place, but it is where we are.  God sometimes needs us to be in that place.

On one hand, He is ensuring that the baton of faith makes it to the next generation.  But another reason can be this.  Elijah was one of the “power prophets.”  God did powerful miracles through Elijah. This is in contrast to a prophet like Jeremiah.  We have no miracles of Jeremiah, except for his ability to tell people what was going to happen in the future, and be 100% correct.  However, the power that was expressed in Elijah’s life was not about him.  It was always about what God was doing in that period of Israel.  Jeremiah’s generation were only given a sign of truth being spoken to them.  They received no fire from heaven and no Red Sea’s being parted.

So, if you find yourself in a wilderness eating bread delivered by a raven, and you feel that normal feeling, “This isn’t getting me anywhere…This isn’t working,” then stop looking at your situation with the world’s eye, the eye of your flesh.  Look with the eyes of faith in God.  He has a purpose in it, especially when we don’t understand what it is.

Elijah could be killed at any time, but his life is in God’s hand.  We should never presume God’s protection, but neither do we fear when we end up in the hand of the powers of the land.  When Pilate challenged Jesus to speak to him, he emphasized that he had power to put Jesus to death.  Do you know what Jesus said?  Turn to John 19:11 and find out.  Jesus knew that God had a purpose for His life and if Pilate was part of that purpose, then who was Jesus to fight against it?  This is not an argument against his place in the Godhead.  It is an argument for the function and role he performs within the Trinity.

We should also notice the words of Elijah, “I am no better than my fathers.”  He had started out with so much hope, but now sees that he has failed just like those before him.  In some ways, this is the same message that Isaiah presents in his book.  He is faced with the absolute failure of Israel to bring forth any salvation in the earth, and yet he is also faced with the power of God to produce salvation by His own Right Hand, Jesus!

May God help us to surrender in those times that are hard on our flesh.  May we recognize that He is making our inner man stronger, and He is giving us a spiritual gift that we can share with others so that they may be free.

The righteous will walk by faith.  They will breathe, get up in the morning, and go to work by faith too.

Elijah was ready to quit.  There is not a one of us who can’t relate to him in that moment.  However, you need to trust that God knows how you feel.  Jesus knows the feeling better than even you or I do.

Many a parent has given up on their marriage and their kids.  Sometimes they are even still in the home, present, but really absent.  When we operate out of the woundedness of our past, we simply continue the pain, continue wounding others and ourselves.  Jesus wants to heal our wounds and neutralize the lies that we have come to believe so that we can be the devil’s worst nightmare when we run into others who are like we used to be.

I pray that God will help fathers and mothers, sons and daughters, to turn away from the lies of this world and turn to the truth of God in Jesus!

Lies II